omg

i´ve gained weight here in US. in the beginning i lost a lot of weight due to stress etc... the last month I´ve gained though. me and mommie went shopping on the mexican boarder at Las Americas, and it´s official- I´m a shopoholic (thank god it was daddy´s money)

But I got home and tried it all on, and then I noticed it- ive gained weight. No wonder though...I take my car wherever I go, I drink to not have to think about the situation and I don´t go to the gym. I actually eat like before...but the fact that i drink more and don´t move...is bad. My mom even commented it, so guess what? I just got back from jogging (just to realize that it was too dark so i was afraid of falling...) but I´ve started again...just gotta keep up with it though. My love got a little scared in Italy when he heard the news....no worries Elsk...Im not yet a balena ehehe.

i want...

...this ice dress for my Veuve Clicquot. 

haven´t heard from him

in awhile. like a couple of days. today I did though and it was so nice to finally see him and talk to him my long lost love. i love you, always and forever. 

3 words

"in 3 words i can sum up everything i've learned about life: 

it goes on"

-robert frost

"By three methods may we learn wisdom: first, by reflection, which is noblest; second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest." 

Confucius

life...

Life is....

....a rollercoaster. full period. 

it´s important...

//Di abbandonare la nave prima che affondi, anche se vuol dire nuotare nel mare aperto.//

//To leave the ship before it hits bottom, even if it means swimming in an open ocean.//

pink bubble bath

I just had a pink bubble bath, with pink candles lit. i was also listening to soft music and I was reading. 

I wasn´t  reading a novel or romantic comedy or thriller or anything like that, oh god, maybe the latter one due to my situation, but I was reading "Make Money, Not Excuses!". it´s on how "to get rich, not bitch" and it talks about being smart about your money. 

I REALLY need that. I´m so bad with my own economy, dunno how many times my dear mommie who works in a bank, have told me to make budgets. Ill try for about 1-2 days then it falls apart and I "forget" about it. But it´s always there in the back of my mind like a reminder something really really annoying and that I feel really guilty about. right now it´s not the easiest of situations for me to have a budget with being a student, working for free at an internship and having no income other than a loan. I can´t work since Im on a student visa BUT therefore it´s even MORE important that I make this f-ing budget. in order to know what im spending my money on (lately it´s been too many drinks...)

Im reading the book, and hopefully, I will get the importance of it and actually not make any more excuses.....oh god, let´s cross our fingers! 

btw even the book is pink! =)

happy?

//The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; 

they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.//

once again credits to M. thanks babes.

in bed...

this past night Ive been waking up every two hours. don´t know why. this morning by 8.30 am I had to submit an online accounting exam. so I decided to do it at 3.21 am! maybe not the best time to do it but now it´s done! 

yesterday was a nice sunny day i went to brunch with friends and had champagne drinks for 3 dollars (hm..not sure what kind of champagne it was but I wasnt complaining=) then I went to the wavehouse by the rollercoaster. The wavehouse is the place to be on Sundays i believe. There is an artificial wave where you can surf or, like I did yesterday, you can drink 4 dollar margeritas! 

I had maybe 5 too many though, that Im paying off right now. 

i love

my girls. I´ve met fantastic people here in Cali. thank god. Today was one of those days when you feel down and that nothing is ok. then I talked to them and they made me smile again. also, im happy that in this modern world there is technology that works, like cell phones. Called my best friend in Italy and it felt like I was at home. oh god, I really miss you Rome! No worries, I will see you soon. 

the what illustrated??

the bible! Now someone made the first and the second testament as a glossy magazine, with pictures of famous people. 

First I thought, that´s good, to keep up with the modern world, but then I took a look, and Im not sure. I think I have to think about it. but i actually do want to buy them to see....then Ill let you know. 

“Money is not the most important thing in the world. Love is. 

Fortunately, I love money.”

this is what my ex has on his page. thank god, he is my ex!!! ahaha

busy little bee

finals and presentations have kept me busy lately. also, I attended my first board meeting yesterday. weird how my life have changed completely the last three months, from doing nothing to being super busy. I like it though. changes are good, that´s what I´ve realized. 

carolina liar

weird. today after class I got in my car and the first song that pops up was this one. haven´t heard it before and I really really liked it. 

i got home and i had received an email from my prof, telling me about this band, cause they´re swedish, and tomorrow they´re playing in san diego. destiny? who knows....i wanna go and check them out....sweet!