it has wings

my bike. my pretty yellow beach cruiser. it has wings. you know why?

cause it makes me fly!

and I get i.n.s.p.i.r.e.d.

maybe

I should've just had become a DJ. that would have been fun. or maybe not. i dunno. my dad always says that I have until 30 to figure out what I want to do in life. at least I have a couple of more years then. as of right now, im quite confused. I just know that it would be nice to work for myself.

Next step?

Make your dreams come true!

a good tune, says it all

gone

something's missing.

bad movie

Someone told me yesterday about "my" own feelings and thoughts, interesting to hear "what I think and believe" from somebody else, cause obviously that's not me. I feel really weird having someone else have a "conversation" with me about me and not having me participating. its just too much. not fair. at all. too bad, that i thought different of this person. it really hurt me. actually it feels like I was part of some bad movie last night. not fun at all.

the closing line of the movie went "you can write whatever you want in your blog, it's all you now." jeez thanks, after all its mine, or no?

california dreamin

im starting to like life more and more here in cali. but then other days it's just too much...and all I wanna do is climb to other heights.

she entered

she entered my life, and already after a week a feel so positive and it´s already changing, my life. it´s like she is the pushing force that I needed to move on in life. thanks L!

the real deal

I´ve been experiencing the real California this past week, and let me tell you this; It´s amazing, fantastic, interesting, beautiful, great, hot, exciting...and so much more!

I´ve been to the beach (I love the beach and the ocean, can´t live without it) then I´ve made some new friends and they´ve been able to show me the real deal.

Yesterday I attended a dinner party, but not a normal type of dinner party, no this was magical!

it was in a garden, to a beautiful house, just the style of house that I´d love to call my own. You walk in there and the photographs, the paintings, the drawings, the pictures, the books, magazines, the furniture, the kitchen, just about everything get´s you inspired and happy.

We were about 30 people, a total mix of young and old, but everyone was in some way involved with art whether they were actors, artists, painters, travelers, models etc. It was great! The setting looked like it was taken from one of those home decor magazines, a long table in the garden, with candles all over and good food, good wine and just an amazing atmosphere!

My dream is to own a house like hers. One day, I will, and then I can invite you to my own dinner parties so that you too can be part of that magical feeling. how about that?!

summer started

my summer started a couple of days ago. no more school for another 20 days. only work. but it feels like vacation. been to the beach, swami´s. it´s so nice. peaceful. only locals. only surfers. only peace, sun and ocean, friendly faces and smiles.

life is a bitter pill

sometimes you think you know something, but only to realize that you were wrong. so wrong. that it hurts. you can´t breath anymore.... life is a bitter pill sometimes, I guess you just have to swallow it and have some water with it...