determined

to succeed. to make my dear parents proud and my dear...fiancee!
Im in San Diego, trying to focus, it's a bit hard I have to admit when the one who gives me energy and confidence is far away. However, Ive done worse things. I shouldnt complain, shouldn't be a crybaby, or give up. After all, Im not here for that long. Im here to arrange for the future. Our future. Together. I just wish that he was here with me. After he got back into my life, this time is forever, and so deep that it makes me shake. I feel so strong knowing that Im his, that nothing else matters.
Im going to make the best out of this trip, go back home and have the foundation set. Then from there Ill make a success. I just can't be that far away from home anymore. It makes me weak. Life is one, why suffer?! Lets enjoy it and be happy!
One thing Ive realized turning older, being more mature, my family is my all. I don't want to be far away from them anymore. I want them close!